. Article 997 woman seeking
Since my teenage.
I had a desire for a beautiful woman.
I wanted everything around me to be beautiful. Clean. Healthy.
I started experiencing the concept of connection with a woman only after the age of 30 plus.
Since the year 2004.
That is when my father passed away due to heart-attack.
My first experience of sexual connection with a woman was in 2004.
At this first experience. I didn't know who was the woman. I felt a strong feminine energy controlling my body. Especially at mid night and early mornings at 2 or 3 am. I never understood who she was. Or why she was doing that. And at that time my father passed away due to heart-attack in 2004.
After that in 2005. When i was in usa. A young woman came to me and started communication with me in the Hindu temple. After few days she stopped communication with me. Probably because of her family members restrictions. After that i started feeling her sexual energy for several years.
After that in the 2015. When i was 40. Another woman in her 30. Started communication with me. Again after few days she stopped communication. And i started feeling her sexual energy for several years.
After that in 2021 when i was 50. I came across a woman online. Whom i didn't met. And i was not sure of her face. But she started connecting her sexual energy to me. Because she had seen my face online.
Because i didn't expect this from anyone. After feeling her sexual energy i guessed maybe it's her. Because there was no other woman communicating with me.
After few days i was unable to sleep. My eyes and head became heavy. My body was paining. So i stopped communication with her.
After few days i started receiving emails from unknown different names. Receiving emails the day after experiencing sexual energy. This continued for several years.
I am seeking for a beautiful thin woman.
Who is truthful and kind.
I am seeking to secure my future with minimum necessary shelter, food and clothing. To live a simple healthy lifestyle. I am seeking for a small piece of farmland at a cheaper price. And food and clothing for my old age. I wish to live together a healthy life with a beautiful woman.
A beautiful woman with truth and kindness.
A beautiful woman because that is my happiness.
I will never be able to live a satisfying sexual connection with a woman whom i would not like.
Or with a woman who is beautiful, good looking but if she is not truthful and kind. If she is manipulative and destructive. It's not my expectations.
My only expectations is for a beautiful thin woman. Because i want to control my physical body to be flexible. And being flexible is enhanced by being thinner or slimmer. Whom i like living with. And necessary to be my good friend. To express the truth with kindness.
To heal with transparency and gentleness.
A thin woman who can enhance yoga and meditation. To enhance healthy connection. Healing with yoga or physical excercise. And vegetarian food for healing the body and mind.
And meditation and peace for healing the thoughts and mind.
Controlling of food and thoughts is essential for my healing.
Having connection of thoughts with a woman for longer time at night is not healthy for me.
I need sexual energy once in week. Or once in few days for a healthy living.
Having intense energy is not healthy for me. I prefer real physical connection rather than long distance connection of thoughts.
I am seeking for a good friend to live with. For a healthy life. For healing, blessings and happiness. To express truth with kindness.
It's better to continue living alone rather than creating problems with false expectations.
It's very important for me to improve my life. Because I want to heal my future life.
A progress of healing is important rather than destructive pleasures.
Because too much of pleasure is destructive if exceeding limitations.
A controlled lifestyle is necessary for healing.
Seeking for living with wisdom.
Pleasure without healing is not my seeking.
I have encountered several spiritual sexual emotional connections which have not manifested in real life.
But i hope they will come true and happen in the future real life.
Because hope is to expect good things to happen in the future.
We must try to create good things in the future.
They might not happen.
But we get the satisfaction of trying to create good things.
With a good purpose.
It gives satisfaction.
A good meaning to our efforts.
To have a good purpose.
Winning is valuable only when it provides healing.
Similarly even losing.
Or not Winning.
Is also valuable.
With a loss after making good efforts.
Losing with a hope for a good purpose is valuable.
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